I Love To Look At

I love to look at...

The sky in the morning
And with the stars at night.

The roaring thunder between the dark clouds
Hearing the anger it sounds.

The falling rain
Bathing in it, feeling the heaven shares it pain.

Crystal clear waters
Of oceans, lakes, and rivers.

Trees of forests and mountains
Where peacefully living animals remain.

How I love looking at them
Rather at those faulty humans have made.

Those are what my eyes want and can see
Only natural and real beauty.

Vow of the Atheist

"I do not believe in the existence of god, in heaven, nor in hell. What I believed in is that devils exist, that do evil in this world becoming like hell...And it was man."

Tell me that I am a Satanist, a member of a satanic cult, the devil one, or anything that will make my personality look bad. Doing so will only prove that quote of mine true. Because...

"The person who puts evil to someone...is the devil one."

I will say this once again...When I have decided to be an atheist, I told myself that I will be a much disciplined person, to have a better relationship with others, and be a better man than a religious one.

Show me your god, or simply show his self on me. If you do, I will tell your god with fearless gaze and with loud voice, my vow...

"As a punishment for a blasphemy creation of yours...Take my life...And give it to someone in need. I have decided to be an atheist; I will die with the pride of an atheist."

Eyespeak

The eyes say. The eyes convey. Do eyes speak? Yes. Honesty, than lips do.

Before I had written this blog post, I was trying to observe and study someone's mood, emotion or feelings by looking into his/her eyes. Kind of fun, mostly when I look at baby's eyes, the eye of innocence, eyes that always have the look of astonishment. Kids, the observing eye, liked to look at his/her surroundings, astonished, flabbergasted, eyes that always smile. Cry only when scolded or physically hurt. They are innocent about the hell this world has.

On the other hand, teenagers and onwards, the age where love and pain bloom. Unknowingly gazing into one's eyes. Amazed, joyful, stable, mad, sad, questionable eyes. What else their eyes could be? The sorrowful eyes. The one I am curious to know what is the reason behind those eyes. Why have that sad look?

Beauty. That is what others say about my eyes. But some, a friend I have been with seldom, a psychology student, told me that when the first time he saw me, introduced by my comrades, he said that there is something in me, behind these eyes, loneliness, mysterious. True.

My eyes seek and see only the real beauty. Eyes of a critic.

"Your lips say that you love. Your eyes say that you hate."

"You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows."

"Look into my eyes and see how they shine. But if you stare deeply, you will see that they cry."

Life's True Happiness

Wealth, money, mansion or house and lot, fancy cars, friends, and pretty girls surround to love you. Having these things in life could give happiness to SOME people.

There are things in life that money cannot buy:

“A TRUE loving family”
“TRUE friends”
“TRUE love”

If you have watched the movie Ritchie Rich, its about family and friends, what money cannot buy.

Yeah! You have a family, you could have friends, and a lover mostly if you are wealthy enough. But the question is…

“Do they love you, always there for you because of what you are, not because of what you have?”

Also, being wealthy could be life threatening. Mostly if you are greedy. “Life,” is another thing that money cannot buy.

I do not need wealth. What I need is a true loving family, true friends, and a true lover. That will love me, always there for me because of what I am, not because of what I have. That is, true happiness…for me…

But today…You have to be…PRACTICAL…You know what I am trying to say. Ehehehe…

Godspeak

We all knew that there are many languages and dialects are used by different races in this world. But what is your God’s. Because you know that your God is the most powerful of all, you might say…”all”. And because believers know that their God knows everything.

Who invented languages? It is humans…right? It cannot be your God who taught each race how to speak or write their own language. Isn’t it awful to say that…”your God also learns from humans?” By means of language. Though it is humans, especially believers who have to learn from him.

Is that what you call “powerful” and “knows everything?”

You…believer…You are praying to your God, whatever your language is…have you ever think if your God understands you, your language, your prayer? By the way, not just to your God, but believers also pray to their Lord Jesus Christ. Do you think your Lord understands you? What is Jesus Christ’s language? Is it Latin? Ehehe…Whatever. Do Christ also knows everything? Do Christ write or speak language other than Latin? Same for the other religions out there.

“God d*mn it!”
“Jesus Christ!”
“Holy sh*t!”
“Bloody how?!”

“The way how man invented language is the same on how man invented deities.”

“Your God speaks only from the voice of believers.”

Emos Show Null

Are you emotional? Do you have the looks and style? Are you one of the individuals called emo?

Sided hair, dark outfits, the look or style of emos. But not all of them are in the state of being emotional. Some just wear the looks of an emo for fashion. And some to show that they are really emotional.

Having a sad face, alone, sitting beside one of the dark corners of his/her room. Thinking, sometimes crying, emoting. What is their problem?

True emos show null, feeling empty. They express the emotion that they are the only one who know the root of it. Unless they tell it. Most of them need understanding, someone to guide them, to give shelter in the rain, who can ease their pain, to raise them when downed, a helping hand to save them from falling, and to give light in their dark side. But more often, it is them, their own selves who have the remedy to heal their own wounds.

“Emos are losers.”
“Emos are gay.”

Words I have read somewhere. Written in a wall or maybe in the university’s armchair. “Losers” huh…Hmmm…Yeah! Maybe losers. Losers…in life…life’s cruelty. “Gay?” How did they know? How well did they know? Those who say so, people behind that vandal.

“All of us could be emos. Because all of us have an emotional side.”

Only Faith

Faith…in religion, it is a strong belief in a supernatural power or powers that control human destiny;an institution to express belief in a divine power.

For religious people, having an indestructible faith in their God is the key for their salvation and to be blessed by him.

Faith…that your God is divine, powerful, who creates the universe and everything in it. It is true that “nothing came from nothing”, that there is a great magic, energy that is eternal from your God behind the universe’s existence, our existence. But we knew that magic was just a trick. Who and what do you think is behind your God’s existence?

Faith…that your God is beside everyone. To guide and protect in whatever you do and wherever you go. Intentional or unintentional, many people had died. Many people had lost on their way to the right. Even how religious they are or not.

Faith…that praying to your God with all your mind, heart, and soul when you want something to achieve, it will be heard and then will be or soon will be granted. Do you think all human prayers have granted? You…are all your prayers to your God since he had your faith were granted?

Faith…that with your God, “all things are possible.” There are too many impossible ideas in this world. Think of one…two…and another…and so on…That quoted words is already an impossible one.

Theists, gnostic, believers…Do they really have the faith in their God? Faith…that only exists when they are in need. They go to church, but their intention is not the intention why they were there. Not all of them.

“Banal na aso.”
“Santong kabayo.”

Powerful…How powerful your God is? Powerful? Why evil still remains? Eternal power…that cannot make evil be vanished. Therefore evil is also powerful, also…eternal, until human remains, evil remains. It is man’s own desire to do and make evil, not by the force of evil deity that is also impossible to exist.

Faith…the best weapon of theists for the existence of their God. Why have faith in something you cannot see, exists only by faith. Instead, have faith in something you can see, you can feel, already there for you, for us. You, ourselves, and the people around you, have faith in each other, the only faith…that will result to a better living.

“No one can save men but their selves…No one can take their lives but their mistakes.”